Ahem, ahem.
Maraming maraming salamat nga pala sa mga nakaalala sa kaarawan ko kahapon (Linggo, ika-27 ng Pebrero). May mga bumati naman sa akin, pero mukhang mas kaunti kaysa sa mga nakaraang taon. Mukhang sa pagtanda ng isang tao, nawawala na ang pagka-cute nya (cute ako nung bata ako, pramis!), kaya nalilimutan na rin sya ng mga tao. Sa katunayan, may mga nakasama akong kaibigan kahapon, ngunit hindi man lamang nila ako binati. At hindi lamang sila kung sinong kaibigan. Napakalapit nila sa akin. High school pa lang magkakilala na kami. Ay naku. Sabi nga ni G. Lagliva, ganyan talaga ang buhay.
Kung si Angela ang tatanungin, dapat daw inanunsyo ko sa buong mundo na espesyal ang araw na iyon sapagkat kaarawan ko. Marahil ay marami ang bumati sa akin. Dagdag pa nya, hindi daw kasi ako nanlilibre o di kaya'y nagyayang lumabas man lamang, kaya nakalimot na kahit ang mga malapit kong kaibigan. Di bale. Kakatapos lang ng finals week kaya di ko na naharap maghanda para sa aking kaarawan. Sabi ko nga sa iba, kalimutan muna na kaarawan ko. Busy naman kasi kaming mga seniors.
Oo nga pala. Beinte na ko. 'Nyeta, ang tanda ko na. At malapit na kong magtapos sa kolehiyo. Ano na gagawin ko sa buhay ko? Hindi naman siguro pwede na aasa na lamang ako sa mga magulang ko habang-buhay. Di bale, matalino naman ang nakababata kong kapatid na si Nadya. Sigurado ako na aasenso siya. Sa kanya na lang ako hihingi ng sustento kapag wala na akong mahanap na trabaho.
Kakagaling lang pala namin ni Dennis sa UP School of Economics kanina. Kilala na nga ako ng sekretarya dun dahil nakilang balik na ako dun. Sabi nya wala nang entrance exam para sa Master's degree nila. Maghintay na lang daw ako ng liham galing sa kanila. Uh-oh. Kinabahan naman ako dun. Walang maibubuga ang aking application form. Maayos naman ang aking essay pero marahil hindi yun ang da best op da best. Ganito na lang. Pagdasal nyo na makapasok ako sa UP. Murang mura lang dun, at magagaling pa ang faculty. Hindi ko naman sinasabi na hindi magaling ang Ateneo Economics Department. Pero syempre, gusto ko rin ng change of scenery. Tsaka, punyeta, ang mahal sa Ateneo! Kahit gusto ko makita sila Dumlao, Domdom at Venida, hindi ako magbabayad ng mahigit P100,000 bawat taon!
Ayun. Basta, ipagdasal nyo na makapasok ako. Ayaw ko pa muna magtrabaho e. Tsaka kung nag-aaral pa ko, may oras pa ko magsulat sa inyo. O di ba?
Ano? Mas gugustuhin nyo na wag na lang ako magsulat? Um, sige, ganito. Malay nyo, sobrang busy din ako sa Master's kaya hindi rin pala ako makakapagsulat. O, ayan. Ok na ba yun? Sige na. Pagdasal nyo na makapasok ako. Mukhang nababaliw na ko e. Biruin nyo ba naman na bigla akong nag-Tagalog. Haha. Hahaha. Ahahaha. Nyahahaha. *kumikisay-kisay at naglalaway*
Monday, February 28
Thursday, February 24
break time from crunch time
Finals week na, and I'm still blogging. Woohoo. Is this the senior's syndrome? Nah. Just plain laziness. I have an oral exam tomorrow morning, a presentation in Bilibid tomorrow afternoon (I'm gonna ask them to extend my parole. Haha, just kidding.), and then I have to finish our thesis before Saturday. Crap crap crap. And here I am. Snagged this from Ate Peachy.
Last Car Ride: With Cesca yesterday. She dropped me off the other side of Katipunan after our International Finance finals.
Last Cry: Tuesday last week. I had this psedo-confrontation with this matrona in Mercury Drugstore. It wasn't really a big deal, but I was so so so vulnerable and so so so stressed that time, so I just had to cry it out. Oh well. I'm a crybaby.
Last Smile: At Denden. We were talking about our presentation in Bilibid, and scheming to blackmail our teacher to get an A.
Last Library Book Checked Out: Hmm... Something about the Lopezes and Kinship Politics in the Philippines. They were for our History 166 paper. We got a B+ there. Hee. So damn proud of myself. Could've gotten an A, though. Haha, yabang. Sorry.
Last Movie Seen: Ocean's 12 with Angela sa Gateway. Gahd, that was so long ago.
Last Book Read: Philippine History by Agoncillo. Just scanned it, though. No, I'm not a nerd. I had a history exam this morning.Last Beverage Drank: Milo Freeze from caf. Only it wasn't frozen.
Last Food Consumed: Does a candy count? Um, I ate corned beef with egg this morning in Jollibee.
Last Crush: Cutie Pie!!! Oh, wait, that was an obsession.
Last Phone Call: My younger sister, Nadya. She called me to say that she won in this Math contest. Oh well. We are a bunch of nerds.
Last TV Show Watched: It's all a blur for me. All those Korean telenovelas in ABS-CBN and GMA. Cholo, Francis,
Justin, Jodi, Sandy, Jesse, and the rest of the chinky-eyed characters with amnesia or infinite supply of patience or goodness or love and stuff.
Last Time Showered: This morning.
Last Pair of Shoes Worn: I'm wearing my Nike rubber shoes right now.
Last CD Played: I don't have CDs.
Last Item Bought: Milo Freeze from caf.
Last Downloaded: One of our papers or group reports. Whatever.
Last Disappointment: Oh, let's see. Do you have the time to read them all? No? All right, I'll spare you the agony.
Last Key Used: Key to my Mazda 3. Haha, asa pa!!! Anyway, key to my dorm room.
Last Phrase Spoken: "Internet po."
Last Sleep: I slept at around 10:30 last night and woke up at around 7 this morning. Longest sleep I had for the past three weeks.
Last Ice cream Eaten: Very Chocolate ice cream in those little cups that they peddle in the street with this umbrella-d traysikad that goes "tenenenentententenen"
Last Time Amused: A few minutes ago. I was reading Andie's blog and she came up with weird movie titles.
Last Time You Wanted to Die: Last week? I was so stressed.
Last Time In Love: *clutches heart and wipes away tears*
Last Time Hugged: A very long time ago. *goes to a corner and bawls*
Last Time Kissed: *sniff* Skewer my heart some more, will ya?
Last Time Held Hands: Hmm... I held Abie's hand this afternoon. We were showing Jay how hot and lesbian we were. Haha. Gross.
Last Webpage Visited: Friendster.
Last Song Listened To: Sandara's singing "Walang Sabit" right now. "Walang sabit/di tulad na iba..."
Last Time Stressed: Finals week namin. Need I say more?
Last Time REALLY Happy: While I was talking to my baby brother yesterday. Oh, he's so so so cute. I miss him so very much.
Last Time Excited: This morning, before my History 166 final exam. What? I really love her exams. So easy yet so difficult. All right. All right. I'm a nerd.
Last Time Confused: Noontime, while answering my History 166 exam.
Last Time Worried: This afternoon because I was looking for our teacher and I couldn't find him.
Last Time Late For Class: 2 weeks ago. I can't remember which one of my subjects exactly.
So there. Oh well. Back to the real world. Hafta study study study. *gulp*
Last Car Ride: With Cesca yesterday. She dropped me off the other side of Katipunan after our International Finance finals.
Last Cry: Tuesday last week. I had this psedo-confrontation with this matrona in Mercury Drugstore. It wasn't really a big deal, but I was so so so vulnerable and so so so stressed that time, so I just had to cry it out. Oh well. I'm a crybaby.
Last Smile: At Denden. We were talking about our presentation in Bilibid, and scheming to blackmail our teacher to get an A.
Last Library Book Checked Out: Hmm... Something about the Lopezes and Kinship Politics in the Philippines. They were for our History 166 paper. We got a B+ there. Hee. So damn proud of myself. Could've gotten an A, though. Haha, yabang. Sorry.
Last Movie Seen: Ocean's 12 with Angela sa Gateway. Gahd, that was so long ago.
Last Book Read: Philippine History by Agoncillo. Just scanned it, though. No, I'm not a nerd. I had a history exam this morning.Last Beverage Drank: Milo Freeze from caf. Only it wasn't frozen.
Last Food Consumed: Does a candy count? Um, I ate corned beef with egg this morning in Jollibee.
Last Crush: Cutie Pie!!! Oh, wait, that was an obsession.
Last Phone Call: My younger sister, Nadya. She called me to say that she won in this Math contest. Oh well. We are a bunch of nerds.
Last TV Show Watched: It's all a blur for me. All those Korean telenovelas in ABS-CBN and GMA. Cholo, Francis,
Justin, Jodi, Sandy, Jesse, and the rest of the chinky-eyed characters with amnesia or infinite supply of patience or goodness or love and stuff.
Last Time Showered: This morning.
Last Pair of Shoes Worn: I'm wearing my Nike rubber shoes right now.
Last CD Played: I don't have CDs.
Last Item Bought: Milo Freeze from caf.
Last Downloaded: One of our papers or group reports. Whatever.
Last Disappointment: Oh, let's see. Do you have the time to read them all? No? All right, I'll spare you the agony.
Last Key Used: Key to my Mazda 3. Haha, asa pa!!! Anyway, key to my dorm room.
Last Phrase Spoken: "Internet po."
Last Sleep: I slept at around 10:30 last night and woke up at around 7 this morning. Longest sleep I had for the past three weeks.
Last Ice cream Eaten: Very Chocolate ice cream in those little cups that they peddle in the street with this umbrella-d traysikad that goes "tenenenentententenen"
Last Time Amused: A few minutes ago. I was reading Andie's blog and she came up with weird movie titles.
Last Time You Wanted to Die: Last week? I was so stressed.
Last Time In Love: *clutches heart and wipes away tears*
Last Time Hugged: A very long time ago. *goes to a corner and bawls*
Last Time Kissed: *sniff* Skewer my heart some more, will ya?
Last Time Held Hands: Hmm... I held Abie's hand this afternoon. We were showing Jay how hot and lesbian we were. Haha. Gross.
Last Webpage Visited: Friendster.
Last Song Listened To: Sandara's singing "Walang Sabit" right now. "Walang sabit/di tulad na iba..."
Last Time Stressed: Finals week namin. Need I say more?
Last Time REALLY Happy: While I was talking to my baby brother yesterday. Oh, he's so so so cute. I miss him so very much.
Last Time Excited: This morning, before my History 166 final exam. What? I really love her exams. So easy yet so difficult. All right. All right. I'm a nerd.
Last Time Confused: Noontime, while answering my History 166 exam.
Last Time Worried: This afternoon because I was looking for our teacher and I couldn't find him.
Last Time Late For Class: 2 weeks ago. I can't remember which one of my subjects exactly.
So there. Oh well. Back to the real world. Hafta study study study. *gulp*
Wednesday, February 16
dick kick lick nick pick QUICK sick tick wick
been almost two months since i last posted here, and it's a very vague entry pa. (sorry, andie, next time na lang ang kwento about my baby bro.) anyway, busy busy busy talaga. promise i'll update this blog after this crazy hellish semester.
theology long exam tomorrow! presentation sa bilibid! final exams sa international finance under dumlao and philippine history under hofileña! philosohy orals with barbaza! and the most crucial requirement for my course: THESIS.
and i don't even want to think what will happen after march. i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life. any pimp out there? or maybe someone who needs a yaya for her kids? or even just to clean her bathroom? call me. please.
theology long exam tomorrow! presentation sa bilibid! final exams sa international finance under dumlao and philippine history under hofileña! philosohy orals with barbaza! and the most crucial requirement for my course: THESIS.
and i don't even want to think what will happen after march. i have absolutely no idea what i want to do with my life. any pimp out there? or maybe someone who needs a yaya for her kids? or even just to clean her bathroom? call me. please.
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